My wish for 31 is to continue to dance

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My wish for 31 is to continue to dance

Really I should be past making wishes. All I want to do is to live out the rest of my life in the arms of God. Which btw it would be completely impossible not to do. There’s no way not to. And yes 
I do have a personal life wish for fulfilling my goal as a software engineer. But there’s one more thing. On my 31st birthday on the way back to my bus stop after a final mocktail. I heard two drummers in the shadows (I live in Brighton okay). And I put down

My sauna bag. And I took of my sandals. And then I danced to the beat of their two drums. I danced wild. Okay

And I want to keep on dancing. And 
  • When I eat a lot of fruit I have the energy to keep on dancing and to keep on dancing like a mad person
  • When I eat lots of fruit I have less seizures and I can make it home okay - the snack on grapes or eat peelers 
Can mean the difference between the safe trip home for me
  • When I eat enough greens with my fruits I feel full for longer, I don’t crave other salts and it costs me less as I can get full on cheaper foods (greens are cheaper than fruit).
  • When I eat enough greens I don’t crave other foods which are bad for me
  • When I balance my snacks with glucose potassium and mineral salts I heal my adrenals
  • When I drink celery juice I cleanse and look about ten years younger and can heal everything I have had issues with including my lungs and etc.
  • When I budget for this at the start of the month I can make this work
  • I can sacrifice other things
  • I can make this work I know it
  • Thank you 
Thank you

Bye
A photo of Susanna
Me on my 31st birthday 

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