There you are, in my heart, all along

-

There you are, in my heart, all along

"There you are, in my heart, shine on.
There you are, in my heart, all along."
✨

I am quoting my friend Alex Atwater, who is a wonderfully talented singer and musician. You can check him out on Instagram @thisluminousdarkness

A shell sculpture of a corn godess in a grotto. there is debate around weather it is a goddess or a canoe and paddle but the author sees a goddess in the picture
The Corn Goddess sculpture which I almost derailed my 1:1 this morning talking about today.

Learning lessons

Today brought with it an interesting lesson. 

I love to post updates and I love to share them with the team. But I also love ruthless efficiency. Make no mistake of it. I might seem sweet. I might seem cute. But really I am the most focused person in the world ever on the inside.

And the team is no exception. I want to ruthlessly contribute to that. And so in light of that I made myself exceptionally vulnerable today: I asked my PM and an Engineer on my team about the updates I was providing to the team. 

The consensus was clear:
  • Keep it short. Write out the ideas, And then break it down into headings so people can see what the topics are.
  • Ask myself - is this necessary - do the team need to know this? E.g. shout-outs could go in the shout-outs channel. Keep team updates relevant to what have I done today, what have I learned, what am I stuck on. And even then - is it worth sharing?
  • Learnings - this was a bit less clear. I guess that some of the guys in my team said that they read my blog and they know about learnings (WHAT? PEOPLE READ MY BLOG?). I didn't know this.
  • So maybe I will slowly pull Susanna Codes back to its roots a bit more - idk yet. I love to blog about renewable energy and AI and I still want that to be focused on LI posts.
  • SPREADING THE LOVE. I love to spread the love and tell the team how much they mean to me. And how grateful I am to them. There was a consensus:
    • It shouldn't take away from the important updates.
    • Too often is too much (I mean I disagree - my love is the same every day, haha, and it doesn't shrink or diminish. But I have to be mindful and respectful of the team that I am in. And if they say that it's too much, it's too much).
  • We talked about having "sharing the love" Fridays 🤣

Sharing the Love

We shall see how loving I am feeling every Friday 😉

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Hello World

-
Image
 Hello from Susanna Codes! Hi everyone,  My name is Susanna and I'm a 28-year-old aspiring software engineer from Brighton! As I type this, listening to music from "Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain" (it reminds me of home, in Luxembourg, where I am from - I'm missing home quite a lot lately!) and look forward to some Irish Cream tea in my afternoon break, I am thinking: How lucky I am that my amazing colleague Rosana helped me out with a plan for my software engineer journey (she directed me to the front-end first). How HTML and CSS would not have been my first languages of choice had I not been guided in this direction, as in my head they were seen as 'less-serious' langages. How done I am with what other people think of me and if other people see the 'front-end' as softer then so be it! Everyone has to start somewhere. I am so grateful to be on this journey, with Codecademy's Front-End Engineer Career Path.  Thank you to Async Brighton as ...
Read more

Yosemite

-
Image
Yosemite I'll never forget the first time I head the song Yosemite by Lana del Rey. I very nearly clicked away.  It was quite near the start of my Software Engineering journey, right near when I start learning the Front-End/Web Development. I was listening to Arcadia by LDR before, maybe twice, and then Blue Banisters came on. I nearly clicked away in the first 30 seconds but I forced myself to keep listening anyway.  I'll never forget how that song has made me feel. It became my song of 2022 even though I only discovered it in November. I can still listen to it every day and get that complete sense of wonder and of awe that I felt the first time that I heard it. That ending of the song is completely amazing, and it just completely just blows me away every time. "Withstanding all the time, changes, and seasons..." - LDR Concise Body Arrow Functions Why am I so bad at arrow functions? Whyyyyyyyyyyy?  Just kidding, I am beginning to get them. But why are they so hard? ...
Read more

Where To Hide A Star

-
Image
Where To Hide A Star I haven’t read this book but I just saw this title of a forthcoming children’s book on the train and so I wanted to write a blog post based off of this as well. The last six months have been… rewarding and fulfilling. I have managed to make all of my dreams come true and to defy expectations,  Sometimes the best place to hide is in plain sight and if you reread all of my blogs over the last six months (all 200 of them) you would know exactly what I’m struggling at work and what was going on. And why. But I’ve managed to overcome most of my challenges. Neurodiversity. Being very new in the field relative to the expectations of the job. Being in a new workplace environment. All stuff which I can handle and I am doing just fine. Because I am amazing and fabulous and I can do anything. I am loving the job. I am thriving. I am loving just getting on with it. I love my work. I am having massive breakthroughs. On Thursday I had what felt like the biggest breakthrough ...
Read more