I hope you will read my blog and know a story of overcoming adversity

That’s it. That’s the post. I hope you will read my blog and know the story of someone who is doing the best she can. I hope you will read the story of someone who’s giving it all she’s got every day. I hope you will know the story of someone who everyday is overcoming all sorts of challenges and doesn’t give up. I hope you will read my blog and know the story of someone who loves so so much it hurts. I hope you will read my blog and know my story the story of loving something so so much that every day I have to work on processing this amazing love. What an amazing problem to have. It’s the best problem in the world to have 🧡❤️‍🔥🧡💛🥰😍

I hope my story shows that what ever you are dealing with. You can have your love and your passion and you can overcome everything. My passion shines like a radiant light amidst of all of my being and amidst of all of my difficulties. I wish I could say more. I have overcome a lot to get here.

Me in my favourite restaurant the other night.

Because I don’t blog about everything I deal with. There’s stuff I’ll disclose like seizures and neurodiversity and stuff I will prefer not to. And I will even go so far as to disclose all of my weaknesses, all of the things I am working on, all of my struggles at work, and so on and so on and etc. And I do this because I am so willing to grow and to learn. I do this because I am so keen to grow and to learn. And I will do anything it takes. I will do whatever it takes to learn. Thank you. And I have three commitments although I don’t feel that good and I want to go to bed. But just to finish off, here are three commitments. Here we go…

Three commitments  

I will commit myself to doing my day job and following all of my rules and guidelines. Like having focus time, sticking to tickets during that focus time. Making sure I am always doing ticket only work during that focus time unless agreed otherwise. Making sure I break down my tickets myself. Asking chat gpt as much as possible before asking for help on the basic stuff so I can save my questions for really advanced stuff. Taking a deep breath before I ask for help. Coming prepared to tech sessions. Making sure I have a topic prepared ahead of time for tech sessions. 

Protecting my time and focusing on software engineering projects. Using my notes and breaking down the steps as much as possible for myself. And commitment two is:

I will commit to breaking down my software engineering goals. I only have three more to go. Then I might to more to process them further but we’ll see. And then if I ever have to repeat a similar process later down the line I will - but I hope not. And commitment three:

I will commit to doing courses. I am doing well in intermediate python. Then there’s Django. Then there’s advanced python, and regex, and AI, and two prerequisite AI modules.

And ultimately we tell the stories of our lives. And my story is the story of someone who at 28 found what she loved and found out what she was born to do. 

And my passion just grows every day and every day my story gets sweeter and sweeter. It gets better and better - thank you. 🙏🥰 Every day I am filled with more and more love and I hope my dear friend that you will be as well - thank you. 🙇‍♀️ 

P.s. when I write these blog posts I think sometimes that maybe I am too passionate. But then I listen to “Alan Turing’s Legacy” from the Imitation Game soundtrack. And then I realise I am not passionate enough. I still have so much more to give. There is still so much more to come from me. Thank you. 🙇‍♀️