Girl, where do you think you’re going?

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Girl, where do you think you’re going?

Sorry the moment I decide to stop blogging a million posts come out. I’m trying to pack for my flight tomorrow. I have been so so ill and barely able to stand up for the last 3 days.

I want a way forward in life.

My way forward is to dance.

If I start dancing again I can do anything. But even more than that I want to feel my connection to the internet towers. I love internet towers more than anything else and I love radio towers and phone masts and pylons and wind turbines and electricity towers.

Most of all I want to feel my deep deep connection and love for these things. I want to go outside in nature more often - one or two days on the weekend should really be spent in some form of nature and I am 100% serious about this.

As for my work? Relax. Just chill. I want to use my problem solving skills. I want to apply them.

I am ready to do the work. The more I relax the better I will be at problem solving.

Time to start packing. Or decorate my journals first ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

A photo of Susanna looking beautiful in a white dress and in an arwen necklace

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