“And Soon I’ll Know, How Far I’ll Go.”

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“And Soon I’ll Know, How Far I’ll Go.”

I once read in a French zen book that if you can’t sleep at night you should listen to the night. Maybe she has something to tell you. This is definitely my latest ever blog post but I just want to say that tomorrow I can start again or today rather. The new rules are

And I have outlined them a thousand times but here they are again
  • I am finishing on time - ideally at 5:30. Today someone made me finish at 5:30 and it was one of the nicest kindest things anyone has done for me. I need to take my evenings off to work sustainably 
  • I am starting on time too. I really need to start at 9 am every day 
  • I am doing a mini standup ideally before or worst case on time. I am gonna post on my little slack workflow that I have integrated into my team channel. And I am gonna try screaming into AI too or making an infographic. To set my intentions really clear. So starting on time and setting clear intentions
  • Problem solving
  • Forcing myself to define the problem more
  • Sending out messages to myself first
  • Continuing to write better messages when I ask for help
  • Engaging properly with all the support work are providing for me - channels, workflows, and really amazing personal stuff they are doing - and this includes some new management structures as very sadly for me but very happily for him my amazing manager is taking some time out to participate in some wonderful family stuff ❤️ 
Goodnight 🥱🌸

A photo of Baby Susanna
Baby Susanna


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