Sharing with you the beauty of it all

Life is one great big beautiful adventure that I don’t understand. My job has clicked. My work has clicked. My job has clicked for me. Software engineering has clicked for me (Frontend engineering clicked for me in minus five minutes). Backend engineering has clicked for me. Backend engineering has taken about a year of doing it all the time for it to click for me.

But clicked it has. I can’t stop churning out tickets. But it’s not even that. It’s the peace and happiness and joy that I feel. That maybe things will be okay. And that maybe it will all all work out somehow. All be okay somehow. Im not going to lie I’ve had the most intense year ever. And my closest colleague and I have been on one hell of a ride getting me here and overcoming my barriers and working with my learning style and surmounting the challenges I had of this last year. But now I know that I can do the job. I know that I can do it really well. And no one can take that away from me.

No one can take it away from me - ever. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I know that I can freaking smash it as a backend engineer and as a software dev and that’s all I ever needed to know. And you know what - I feel peaceful and happy doing it, I feel confident. I love code.

Because that’s what Susanna does after all - she codes. And sings and dances.

And loves the world as well. And loves you all too - you who are my readers. Thank you