Not Everything In This Magical World Is Quite What It Seems

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Not Everything In This Magical World Is Quite What It Seems

I don’t want to make any sudden decisions but this feels right to me. 

I have been getting rid of things, letting things go. I’ve noticed myself buying this again.

I feel when my declutter is complete it will be easier to not buy things. Because then I will know how good it feels with less stuff. Then I won’t want to buy any more unless it’s really needed. I dream of Tibet. How many books, how many oracle cards do you need to go to Tibet? But mostly it was stuff I didn’t want. Rubbish. 

Clothes I didn’t want. Stuff I didn’t want. Which is a great metaphor for trauma survivors.

Look, I think this blog needs to stop here. Not in a bad way. But I think I need to move on. I need a new identity. No longer the angsty software engineer learning how to code. No longer elated on a love of coding - can’t promise that haha. No longer struggling to pass probation or find a new job. This feels like closing down a business. What I propose is this.
  • Possibly leave this blog alone or at least remove it from the work feed
  • Start or continue my new water blog and post research and technical learning there
  • Share that one with work
  • Keep to this one for personal stuff or use my nonduality one yeah right 
It’s just a thought. Maybe a thought. But it’s just there’s something I’m longing for. Maybe it’s privacy. Maybe it’s personal freedom
A church with a graveyard in it


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