Reflecting on a Beautiful Story of Love And Passion For the Wind Farms and for Software Engineering

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Reflecting on a Beautiful Story of Love And Passion For the Wind Farms and for Software Engineering

This is a story of the day I started this blog. So sweet and innocent. So cute. I knew I wanted to be a web developer. I met with a colleague on the weekend. She told me to take a Frontend course and start a blog. I went to Rottingdean that day (where I am dancing at the moment). I wrote in a journal. I wrote down all the steps of my Frontend course. It all seemed so impossible. I came up with a name for this blog. I hiked back to Brighton and changed it one final time. I decided to be a Frontend engineer. You see I was right. From day one I knew. In rottingdean I looked out at the wind farms. In Brighton I looked out at them too. I once decided with my dad I wanted to be a renewable energy frontend engineer. I lost that suddenly and I had to fight to get back to it. But here I am.

Because nothing can take the wind farms away from me. And no one can take me away from them. 

Thank you 
A notebook with two moomins hugging that says “there’s no need to pretend you’re radiantly beautiful, because you are.”
Important Quote 

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