Things Are Never Quite What They Seem

I caved and bought the sims enchanted nature. I played with my fairies for hours and hours. I have been to places in the woods where I felt sure the fairies were real. Secret streams 

And magic forests. The only problem is that I get scared. My biggest love in the world is the forest. And yet I get scared when I am in too deep too far on my own.

Not scared of getting lost. I have the world’s most outstanding sense of direction. Except for when I am in London.

No, I get scared of wild animals. Or of strange people. Or perhaps most of all of fear itself. If I get too scared I won’t be able to function. I might shut down. And then I might really lose all my senses. I don’t know why but I am thinking of the time I met my first boyfriend. It’s a taboo for women to talk about their personal lives. We are meant to focus on our work instead as people automatically expect us to talk about our personal lives. Well I say fuck it. I met my first boyfriend at a beer festival. We were introduced by some guy who I met walking to Tescos in the middle of the night. It was uni okay. They were both doing maths PhDs. Obviously this is the internet and anyone could read this 

And I would never want to say anything bad about such a kind person 

I just want to say this. As we were texting and due to go on our first date (awww) I met my dad and little sister and we drove to a small village in the Cotswolds. And as I went into a small gift shop and bought some hot chocolate or something. I told a woman that I’d met a guy and this time I thought something would actually happen

This time I wasn’t wrong 

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