When I get sad I stop being sad and I look at the offshore wind farms instead, part 1 billion

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When I get sad I stop being sad and I look at the offshore wind farms instead, part 1 billion

Nothing can stop me. My love for the wind farms and renewable energy lives in my heart. It lives on in my heart. And when you love something purely, nothing can stop you. My love for the forest is the same. I love the forest with great great purity. After that you can do what you want to me. You can put me down.

You can try to stop me. I don’t mind. I have the love that is in my heart. I have the love that is in my heart. And I know that it is pure and it is true. Is pure and it is true. It didn’t matter what they said to me. It didn’t matter how they put me down. Nothing could ever ever stop me. Nothing could ever get me out of renewable energy. Maybe one day they will try. But they have not yet managed. My name is Susanna and I went to the rampion wind farm museum today. My name is Susanna and I went on a carousel today and I looked out at the sea and I reconnected with the wind farms. They said to me “we’re still game if you are.” And I said to them

“I WAS ALWAYS GAME.”

Om Namah Shivaya Shivaya Namah Om
A beach at sunset
A beautiful photo of the beach in Brighton at sunset where I lay and meditated for an hour 

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