The Only Plan I Can Get Behind

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The Only Plan I Can Get Behind

I would like to resume dancing three times a week. I think I’m ready now. Before I found I would get really tired on the Wednesday night ones. But my fitness is blowing my mind and I am so proud and so happy. I can easily and effortlessly dance through a Wednesday night class even after a full day of work and possibly a brisk walk before. I am so happy and proud

As my seizures lift and my strength improves I also find myself walking around. THIS IS A DREAM COME TRUE. I love walking. I especially love walking at night. Realise I have to be careful as a woman etc. But I live in pretty safe areas. And I am not too afraid of anyone. I just send them good vibes. 
Photo by Chantal Guevara 

The photo above is of me dancing. I happened to be wearing a kraken shirt. It’s so cool to have a photo of me by a pro photographer while dancing. The joy captured on my face is so accurate to how it feels when I dance wow

So the only plan I can get behind is going back to dancing three times a week again

That’s it

Wednesdays, Fridays, Sundays

Be all you can be

Be who you were born to be

Becoming who I was born to be

Thank you 

Because this kind of commitment is expensive and it involves things like eating out or bringing more meals to the office, washing more clothes, not being home to cook for the next days on some evenings

But it’s so fucking worth it

Omg 

Xxxx

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