Let It Be Home

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Let It Be Home

Let it be home. Let it be home. Let it be home. I spoke to someone today about my list of accessibility techniques. It was a lifesaver. I could not process it at all. So by talking to someone about it out loud I could process it. So you see

So my list of accessibility techniques was just a list until someone helped me to process it

So now I see what the plan for tomorrow is. The plan for tomorrow is:

For goodness’s sake why does this have to be so hard. Why does everything have to be so hard 

Okay then:
  • Tomorrow I am coding all day hooray
  • Tomorrow I am working on my ticket
  • Tomorrow I need to put some blocks into my calendar
  • Tomorrow I need to put some blocks into my calendar with the ticket number and name and eg with
  • Refactor the parameterised tests
  • Refactor the logic that displays the buttons
  • And then I need to say in that time what I plan to achieve eg “split a test with four parameters into four tests”
  • And then
  • And then
  • And then
  • And then
  • And then
  • I need to break down in my notes by hand what I need to do for each of these two changes for this ticket please thank you
  • So this is a nice segue to: tomorrow I need to sit down before my standup and write a list of things to do for the day and then I can block these out into my calendar and then I can go into the steps by hand of what these actually are and break them down in detail and write them out a bit more
Because:
Because because because because because
  • At the end of the day I am going to push to GitHub
  • And I am going to leave comments for myself if it is not yet done yet
  • For me to revisit on Friday morning
  • And I am going to write a detailed what why on my pr
  • For me to scope and own the new ticket when I get one after this is done please thanks
  • Yes - and make verbose commits as I’m going
This isn’t me pouring everything into my work
This is when I relaxed and finally - FINALLY - my brain is making some useful connections

Glass windows looking out on the downs and the sea
View of the wind farms from Shoreham 


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