Water, part 2

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Water, part 2

Something compels me to keep on writing and I wish it didn’t. I honestly wish I could switch off. But I can’t. Sometimes, I can’t. And this evening I’m thinking about my bug fix. Yesterday I spent my offline time doing some homework for my outstanding GraphQL tutor. And today I spent most of my time doing a course on incident reporting. So tomorrow is my big day for handling my bug especially as I have a lot of stuff on Friday. (But still lots of time to code). 

A senior colleague took me through his approach to the bug fix. It was very useful and helpful. The way you fix bugs is similar to the way you test in frontend. You have to think about what the component does and what it is actually doing. Step by step. What happens? Does it store state? What button becomes enabled or disabled? My plan is to start small tomorrow. Create a new branch. 

Then find my code component in a PR I raised 5 months ago as that feels easier than finding it in the repository (which is concerning). Then I know what the three things I’m checking for are. But I have to admit I feel scared and confused and overwhelmed

Tomorrow is a new day. But I can bear in mind the 3 things I have to be checking for

But I have to link that back to the bug. But somehow it is too much information all at once. I don’t like it when people take top down approaches with me sometimes. Sometimes it is best to ask people what they actually need 

Sometimes 

I wish

People understood me a bit better and how I think a bit better as well 
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