Cinnamon

When you are telling a story: keep telling it. Even when it’s hard to keep on telling and even when it’s hard to keep on going. Just keep on telling the story. So what is there to tell. I picked up my guitar the other night and I started writing some music. It was amazing. Then I started learning a new Taylor Swift song and I transposed it into a much higher key and it felt great. I have been making my diagrams 

I have been enjoying my local Tescos. For years I didn’t know how to engage properly with supermarkets. I never looked closely enough and never realised all the hidden treasures that they have. You can make almost anything with ingredients from a supermarket and I didn’t know. I didn’t know that the coolest and smallest things are often the most hidden.

So that’s it. I was meditating a lot but I got tired and now I’m taking a little break. I would like to pick it up again now. I’ve had a lot of family stuff going on, there has been a lot on TV. This is everything I dreamed of and yet I’m so tired - I’ve been WFH a lot and that’s not normally me and I crave the adventure of the real world. I also desperately long for the summer. Desperately 

One of my regular dance classes has been paused and I am so sad but this is an opportunity. I have two other dance classes and teachers so I must keep going to those. These even an online one that I love, I might resume it. But I see this as an opportunity. I’ve been really wanting more nature. I do need one day in a weekend for resting and admin and maybe any little trips that I need to do. But the day that was mostly taken up by dance - well, that can be a hiking day or half day now. I can take one bus up to the hills or another one to the tower or another one to the famous Brighton landmark

Or there is a forest near me that people have been telling me to check out for years I just googled it and now my heart is pounding with excitement and joy and meaning and LOVE. 💓