The Miracle That No Doctor Can Give Me

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The Miracle That No Doctor Can Give Me

When I was in A&E the other week I told the doctor that I needed a miracle. But I already have my miracle. My mum said of my life the other day that it is a “miracle” that I have so much dance in my life and that I am a dancer and that I dance so much. Look dancing to me is my ultimate blessing and my miracle. I love to dance. When I dance I am a self-sufficient adult. When I am on the dancefloor I am so confident like nowhere else in my life 
When I am on the dancefloor I am not needy. I am completely emotionally independent. I am happy and fulfilled. I DON’T SEARCH FOR HEALING. I am just consciousness. I am the dance 
There is a dance workshop at the end of the month I want to go to. I need like £200. I don’t really have it. I don’t think I can go. But there are other classes I can do more locally
Do I continue with martial arts? 
Do I take up contemporary?
Or do I just keep going with my current style? Thank you so much
I can always watch some contemporary videos.
When I am on the dancefloor I am no longer trying to heal from trauma
I am no longer obsessed with coding
I am no longer embroiled in a battle to focus
I am just ecstatically happy
You should see me dance
You will never see anyone as happy 
An extremely artistic photo of Susanna and her reflection in the mirror in a lift while wearing a blue hand knitted beret
I want to keep on dancing
I want to keep on dancing
I want to keep on dancing
Thank you 

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