Oh, honey, I'll come get my things, but I can't let go

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Oh, honey, I'll come get my things, but I can't let go 

Another disaster. I still can't get things right. I hopefully will see one day that all of these struggles with focus and prioritisation will mean that one day I am the most focused and prioritised engineer ever 
Today's disaster is about focusing efforts 
What do I focus 
What is within my control
What is out of my control 
  • I have a React learning plan, I need to stick to it 
  • I have added notes on how to read, how to know what to read, what to do more in depth and what to do more lightly 
  • I have added a note to switch to CSS when I get tired of logic (so far so good - I love logic)

Tickets 

I suppose that this is hard for me but I must always always prioritise tickets 
Always always always over learning most probably 
Always over practise tasks 
Definitely over people and culture stuff that I do 
Bro I am not getting paid for it 
A picture of a doggy on a notebook which says "I smile because I have no idea what is going on"


I'm not doing that anymore anyway 

But I hear sounds in my mind 

Susanna 2.0 - tickets, learning, practise projects 
Some work on a11y initiatives 
If anyone wants good vibes 
Go and ask the dog 
I am not dispensing those 

P.S. 

BRO I AM GOING TO START FINISHING AT 5 

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