Writing cos the process of writing is sacred

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Writing cos the process of writing is sacred

I don’t write for the product so much as I write for the process of writing. I might scream hundreds of times into my blog. But one day my focusing goals will work. One day I will know how to focus properly as a software engineer. I am getting better at it all the time anyway
I wrote up a list of goals today based on the progression framework 
It’s not about rushing those goals
It’s about meeting them
At least I have goals now
I came up with them myself
Waiting for confirmation from the other side
I can finally relax now and focus on coding
I hope
Bro I love coding
Bro bro bro 
A photo of apartment flats and offices
I think I diagnosed one of my biggest issues at work today at lunchtime
The issue of feeling powerless
Not good right
I don’t want to feel powerless at work anymore

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